My uncle and his family go home to Australia tommorrow.
I can't believe it has been 3weeks already.
It's never long enough when it really matters.
Being at the age I am now, i feel like i am starting to be treated as an adult and that is very warming. The fact that people don't censor what they say or do sounds weird but it's...real. Y'know?
The feeling is heightened even more when the last time the adult seen me was over 4 years ago.
In fear of sounding perverted, the first real time i had that feeling of acceptance was a conversation with my uncle and his fiance about porn. But we just had a laugh about it and the fact that made it so funny was just because what we were saying was so true. Observation at it's pinnacle. I'm grinning just thinking about it.
Something we never would have discussed 4years ago.
Haha.
I'm going to miss you guys more than you know, I need to leave this place.
I can't believe it has been 3weeks already.
It's never long enough when it really matters.
Being at the age I am now, i feel like i am starting to be treated as an adult and that is very warming. The fact that people don't censor what they say or do sounds weird but it's...real. Y'know?
The feeling is heightened even more when the last time the adult seen me was over 4 years ago.
In fear of sounding perverted, the first real time i had that feeling of acceptance was a conversation with my uncle and his fiance about porn. But we just had a laugh about it and the fact that made it so funny was just because what we were saying was so true. Observation at it's pinnacle. I'm grinning just thinking about it.
Something we never would have discussed 4years ago.
Haha.
I'm going to miss you guys more than you know, I need to leave this place.
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